mom help mehhhh

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i damn fcking hate my life aite now...HONESTLY !
i feel like crying i feel like killing someone and i even feel like shooting myself !
i cy inside my heart..no one knows...! no one understands...!

DEAR GOD...
PLEASE GIVE ME STRENGHT..
I KNOW U WONT TEST ME IF IM NOT STRONG ENOUGH... :(

keep smiling is the only thing dat i cud do...