Kata-kata aku mungkin bukanlah bak seorang pujangga yang sedang berbunga hatinya ..

Friday, August 28, 2015

final result. final result.

Wow the pain is real.
You know you are in trouble when you realized that some shits just get real out of blue.
I don't know why Im being so rebellious these days.

Whatever it is, my degree's results were out last Friday. I'm afraid. but its just too late to regret. Although I wasn't THAT surprise when I saw the results, but nah.. never thought this thing could affected me as I just found that I would lost my appetite when I am stress.

Entahlah. Penat bermain dengan emosi. I am happy but at the same time, I am fucking lonely. No words could describe how I really feel right now. Entahlahhhhh

Saturday, August 1, 2015

29 July - 3 years

You know you're doing fine when you're surrounded by the people you love.
Although sometimes things are in a tight situation but you know these people still can make you smiles more than anything or anyone else.

Well basically 3 days has passed to the date that never failed to be running in my mind since 3 years back. But frankly speaking la, when I heard about him, when I read things related to him, I couldn't feel the pain anymore, so I guess its a good thing la because I know it is a sign that I have moved on from my past. Alhamdulillah. 

Mimpi apatah, Just now I googled back his old blog and read all those posts by him.

Nampak tak? This post has been haunted me since he posted these things. Why? That is because before he posted this thing, I also had posted something about him.. This is like his reply haaaaa. Apa2 jelah. Haha well raya haritu I had 3days in a row conversation with his little brother and I did ask him a favor to bring me to visit his 'place'. Insyaallah later k. 

Till then.