Kata-kata aku mungkin bukanlah bak seorang pujangga yang sedang berbunga hatinya ..

Sunday, July 31, 2011

take it as easy as u can

kalau memang tiada jodoh..
apa lagi..nak ku hebohhh..

God bless you Sony Ericsonn yg memang nk kene pijak ngan aku..
battery asek mampos..
nak kene charge 24jam..mcm part time aku charge kau lakk..
and now...ALL MY MSGS ARE GONE!!

aku baru tweet.. 'i afraid i'll regret if i delete all the msgs'
see now...Terima Kasih banyak2 ! :(

am i wrong ?

tak tak tak..
aku saje nk tnye..
dalam hadis ada cakap..

'perempuan baik untuk lelaki baik'
'perempuan jahat untuk lelaki jahat'

aku bukan nk persoalkan ke ape ke ekk..
nie masalah saje mau tanye2..
life's complicated kan..buat la critical thinking ckitt :P

kalau pompuan tu baik so dia deserve laki yg baik2 je kan..
kalau pompuan tu jahat then dia hanya untuk laki yg jahat2 je kan..

tapi kan...

tak boleh ke kalau...

pompuan/laki yg baik tu dengan laki/pompuan yg jahat tu dengan niat nk ubah yg jahat tu??

o.O ..

ke aku terlampau memikirkan nie?haha..laaanntoooookkklahhh :D

is it ?

' I'm not stalking.I'm doing research of an individual.' 

haha for you information..
A stalker hates another stalker(s) ..
but to response from the statement above..IM NOT DOING RESEARCH..IM STALKING. nyahahha XD

aku masih harapkan kau

bak kata kawan aku...

'aku dapat rasakan org yang nak jd law dengan tak...'

damn...feels like crying..every seconds every minutes...
kenapa? I CANT DO LAW !!

bukan give up awal sgtt...
bukan taknak pk dahh...
habes CITA2 aku macamana????????

kau nasihat lah camana pon...
IM JUST A LITTLE GIRL WHO NEEDS FREEDOM AND ENJOY HER LIFE TO THE FULLEST..
I HATE PROBLEMS...
I HATE DIFFICULT THINGS..
I HATE CRITICAL LIFE..

but, LIFE IS LIKE THAT !

susah2 lah dulu..
senang2 kemudian..

aku selalu sedapkan hati dengan berkata.. 'SETIAP YG BERLAKU,ADA HIKMAH TU'..
tp kes yg nie aku sndirik tnye diri aku.. 'bila hikmah tuh nak sampai???'
oh maybe bila dah berjaya nanti.. :)

mende cmnie tkleh paksa..
aku tak minat law..
'dah tu nape amek law?'
nie kisah 'ASAL DAPAT DR TKDE APA2' -.-
tk bersyukur..yg lain berebut2 nk..kau dah dapat nk mengeluh pulakk..

kadang2 ok..
kadang2 ko..
apa sebenarnya?
bila tgk dan terpikir kt makbapak aku yg mengharap tuh..
rasa nk melalak...hadoii..takot hampakan dorg >.<

dah setengah jalan nie..
mustahil nk tekan gear undo..
takkan nk bukti kan ayat2 org yg pernah berkata 'KAU LAYAK KE AMEK LAW' tu betol..
kan?
btw..pray the best for me..
doakan pintu hati aku terbukak seluasnya... *bkn lum bukak lg...tp setakat bukak nk intai2... -.-

haha cheers :P

Saturday, July 30, 2011

quit playing with the scissors

and cut the crap..
im a happy bitch...HAPPY BITCH i mean.. :)

this is cute..i want the shoes !

 looking at dis kind of styles and buy weird clothes which ended up putting them in my wardrobes and never plan to wear them..haha >.<

Friday, July 29, 2011

UMBRELLA - RamalanKu Benar Belaka



hadoi

hihi :D

:)



???

its BLACK GREY WHITE

;)

                                                                Docchi kana... ?.?

haha :P

I
FUCKED
YOU
UP
!!!

coz u told me to do so XD


Thursday, July 28, 2011

egao ga kirei

this is a very random post!CAUTION!

kalau cakap jek tak guna gakk...
gerakkk..gerakkkkk...hadoi tu pong nk kene ajar ke ?!

okay2..
demi menyedapkan hati,
anggap je lahhh... 'Dia lupa letteww' haha bastard! -.-

ahhh baru bape hari...BANYAK MENDE BERLAKU baii...

unexpected confession from unexpected people...
tk sangka...terbukti...i was stronger than them..haha bulshitto...

WEH TAKPAYAH KOL LG BOLEH TAK?
aku dah bg hint aku malas layan...reti2 lahh....takkan aku nk kene straight to the point lakk..kang ckp aku tino tkdo adab lakk...hadoi



apa sebenarnya dalam kepalahotak aku?
ahhhhhh main2..
dahla  bye nk tdo -.-

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

mom help mehhhh

erkkk
i damn fcking hate my life aite now...HONESTLY !
i feel like crying i feel like killing someone and i even feel like shooting myself !
i cy inside my heart..no one knows...! no one understands...!

DEAR GOD...
PLEASE GIVE ME STRENGHT..
I KNOW U WONT TEST ME IF IM NOT STRONG ENOUGH... :(

keep smiling is the only thing dat i cud do...

Monday, July 25, 2011

my sexy bebehh

ahaks...
my dear baby..Gacchapin !¬
i promise u i'll never neglect you...
i'll look and care bout you..
i'll put all my love inside you..
I PROMISE !¬ XD

gacchapin <3

Saturday, July 23, 2011

you're cruel

as cruel as a murder !~

to become success in your life,
u need to work hard..
but how to work hard?
DIE !~ gaah too many assignments plus test is coming !

im so dying right now..

p/s : THIS HAPPEN WHEN THE WORD STUDY IS NOT IN UR HEART ANYMORE SERIOUSLY~

Friday, July 22, 2011

dame desu ne

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
itai yo!
atashi no kokoro wa HONTOU NI ITAI !!!!
kimi no koto wasurenaide ~
coz even if i tried,it hurts..IT HURTS A LOT ~

BAKA! XD

suki desu...

uhukk uhukkk..

just a random post..
i would like to say that my most favourite place that i want forever be is ROOFTOPs!!

how i wish i cud catch the stars while enjoy my night views...
ahhhhh suteki da ne XD

erkkkkk... DID U DRIFT INTO THE WORLD OF DREAMS AGAIN!?! lol

L to the O to the V to the E

if you take the words together it become LOVE...
what is love?
LOVE to Allah ?
LoVE to Prophet ?
LOvE to family ?
LOVe to friends ?
lOVE to the love one ?

lantak kau lah nk jwb ape pong...

what im going to say here is I LOVED YESTERDAY n I LOVE MY FRIENDS !









and the cake XD too bad wawa lupe letak nama dia ngan nadirahh >.<
yesterday was a blast..
thnx my friend..
haha balik malam2 pon bapak aku senyuum menyambut kepulangan XD

Thursday, July 21, 2011

do you ?

erkk..




nampak tak bulu2 tuh?itu telah menjadi idaman aku!!




haha..
macam bengong tapi nampak menarikk..
ingat kat Malaysia tkde jual .. sekali aritu aku nampak kt Sunway..
and guess the price ???
haha im not dat 'craaayzeh' to spend my rm70 to buy such thing ..!
but actually boleh jek nak beli tp nanti... >.< tp menarik kan???! >.<

Bulu-bulu musang menjelmalahhh -.-

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

:D

its been awhile ne :D


3 orang je... :)

haha it is just me..

haha..it is just me that excited when i found dis photo..

how i wish i could find this photo ealier.. >.< LOLOLOLOL

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Ukays - Siapa Yang Rampas Cintamu



haha..
gilo ah..
gilo nostalgik dengar lagu nihh..
start dengar lagu nie tym form3..
lagu feveret aimi...mengenangkan kekasih dia...
siap g karok nyanyi lagu nihh..aku nk nyanyi skli pon dijelingnye..
haha siott..rindu la pulakk.. XD

stupid liar

haha..
sup yo?
from my previous post...i think i post without i realized it honestly..
slept early last night and woke up at 4 and sit infront never-shut down-pc ..
open fb ---> new tab ----> blogspot..
lol baka ka atashi ?!

haha...yesterday i had a very bad day....WORST ever...everything i did seems wrong and i was totally in a bad mood.. so pretended to sleep early to forget everything and anything and and and...ALL...
and today..i found out why...why i was in a bad mood yesterday....IT WAS A SIGN OF PERIOD!!!! haha mengong...spoil mood aku! ingatkan apo lahhh...

ok cut it down !~


ahhhhhhh kyo wa ii tenki desu..but too bad this damn period cramp didnt allowed me to enjoy it ! >.<
demo ii yo...what im going to say here is....
JDORAMA-KUN,ITS BEEN AWHILE NE!!
im sorry for abandoning u for such a long time..
haha guess when was the last time i watch jdrama?
it was when i start working at baskin robbins!
i might say im a cant-cured-jdorama-fan but actually its been ages since i last watch them..hoho

so yesterday (b4 the bad mood killed my happy mood) i spent few of my times to watch a jdorama..
its..ZENKAI GIRL...uwahhhh i felt like heaven..and still proudly say..IM A JDORAMA LOVER !

ryopapa stole my heart! damn ! XD

lookin forward for others jdorama..
*sighs* miss my old times..balik skola bukak d-addicts.com donlod...tgk jdorama smpi muntah..haishhoooo >.<..

till then :D

:(

honestly speaking..
i dont know why...but i think i changed!
i changed from a funnaaay and never-sad-person into a gloomy and easy-to-get-anger person..

how come ???

environment ?
KOTT..

ahhhhhhhhh taihen desu ne kore..
i'll feel dis everytime when i sit alone..
i hate dis feeling...!

Monday, July 18, 2011

i love my friends

i love them so damn fucking much!!!

Bi
square


aimi

nyot

braceser

MaJoe
emabear
kak pah XD   


aku KAYA <--- bella
chae :P
mek
dibs
SoL
zura diraja malaysia
nanemm

fifi

<3

Sunday, July 17, 2011

Bon Odori 2011


i wish they have hanabi here in Shah Alam..kirei da ne XD

wootwoot..

i went Bon Odori for the 3rd times yesterday!
yuhuuuuuuuu~
once a year.. i miss the dances !
traditional dances and songs..
makes me alive..
makes me forget my problem..
LOL..


actually my dad didnt give permission to go there as he said i already spent lots of money for my entertainment things but then i refused and still go there...gaaaaah too bad when i was in surau somewhere in shah alam, my sis's car refuse to start!!! siaaaaaal la !! kan dahhhh..sape suh namo dgr ckp ayah...kahkah..

pak imam ; kenapa nie?
aku ; kete tknk stat
pak imam ; battery weak la tuhhh..

dah jom balikk <------ ayat pak imam kpd geng2 dia...

siott!! bukan nk tlg ! >.<
terlampau awal wat conclusion..akhirnye pak imam tu dtg balik bwk jumper ngan kete proton wira dia..kahkah..thnx pak imam... XD

and guess who i met in Bon Odori ?
my classmate.. dah tu je.. haha XD

*pic later

poyo jak tok sik :D

haha...
i still remember..
i used to be an adviser to my frens.. o.O
but then i ended up fail to advise myself !!
TOO BAD!

Saturday, July 16, 2011

morning

"If there is something you think you really want to do, you should express it"

i express it with only 2drops of tears...ENOUGH.. ;)

zenbu arigatou

thank you for everything..
thank you for coming into my life..
thank you for cheering me up even in a short time..
thank you for brighter my life right when i was in darkness..
thank you for being my mr.glue gun when my heart was broken into pieces..

watashi wa...furarechatta da yo ne ?
ii yo..ashita ga aru yo..
ashita wa ashita no kaze wa fuku..
atarashii no mirai matteru kara...
naitte waraitte..
tsukareta dayo! >.<
atashi ii nara kiku..

mirai ga matte iru :)

:)
ganbatte ittadakimasu LOL

Friday, July 15, 2011

onegaishimasu

anata no koto atashi zenzen wakaranai..
shitenai desu ka??
anata no koto...hontou ni daisuki ! >.<

how i wish i never know u..  

but i want u to know that...

I care bout u more than u THINK !









serve u right..told cha many time..dont let ur heart hurt again...haha !


 

Saturday, July 9, 2011

A Caution



once u get involved with me,
u will never get to turn back!
   (!)

i am the best

oh..dont get it wrong..
its 2ne1's song tittle...
and i guess..
I WAS BORN TO BE 2NE1's FAN !!

their new song cant stop playing in my mind .. bestt :)


bam ratatatataatatatata :)

tell them i was happpy

and my heart is broken..


'ada bdk sebelah bilik hari2 tiap2 malam nanges kuar bilik duk kt tangga call balak nanges2 cm haram!'

ops..out of topic...just want to tell..
DONT BE AS STUPID AS DAT GIRL..
lol..lantak dia la kann..klu tk sape lg kau nk intai tepi tangga kul 1 pg..hahaha -.-

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i dont understand myself..
i cant even think what i am thinking and what's in my mind..
my body is here but idk where my soul is..
law?law?laW?Law?

tk pk ape dahhh..how i wish i cud turn to my old life back!

mengalami masalah dalam jiwa sampai ramai gak tegur

'eh ju..kau ok tak?! nmpk lain jekk..tk ceria cm dulu pon'

haaaaaaaaa :(  i want my life back...life dat am living now is not really my life..
lucky frens are there :)

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

:(

uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :(

demam dohhhh :(

damn damn!!

haha tp lek ah..penah ke aku demam tp mcm demam??phm tk?LOL

'kau kuat dohhhh'
lol..have been told dat words thousand times before..

gahhh not in the mood to type many things...see ya in 2 weeks !

im not missing you...

                                                                             comel :)

Monday, July 4, 2011

i am NOT..

i am not a bitch..
but i can be ONE...

i miss you..

Sunday, July 3, 2011

what a phenomenon

kahkah...can i say, they are addicting to me?it is no....haha

its started when they stole my phone and saw my wallpaper...

                                      *buat mende nie sb experiment but i found dis interesting..

BUT..

not only me found dis interesting... XD

bleh ke siap ada IMBA bwh tu -.- lol

hahaha galak naa~

fehhhhhh...gilo lahhh..so dont u find them interesting?do it !!

but but wait!

dont misunderstand..these are not 'that' dirty pose as long as u cant see our tongue LOL...

a qoute..

it hits me. 

'That moment when you denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too difficult to handle.'

my mind

they are too many things running  in my mind right now..
i wish to have someone that i could tell what actually in my head..
can someone knock knock it down..? ~


nahhhhh...

so how's life going?

simple..
wake up,bitbitrabbit,go to classes,joking and sleep!!
boring but frens are there..im happy!

Saturday, July 2, 2011

troublesome

i am so dissapointing that i cant open my previous blog !

blogging is my drug blogging is addicting so i decided to re-open my blog..

>.<

enjoy.. <----- i am the only one who will enjoy i guesss..haha...