Kata-kata aku mungkin bukanlah bak seorang pujangga yang sedang berbunga hatinya ..

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

otanjyoubi omedetou :D



happy 19th birthday to me.

haha a bit differend of celebration dis year..
haha oh tidak sebenarnya tiap2 tahunn pon  cara bday aku disambut berbeza..
thnx to al 31 for all the suprises..
:D
love you guys !

and thnx to maxis as well..
dapat gayut ngan sumorg..
dapat gosip ngan Bibi and ehem2.. hewhewhew XD

Saturday, January 28, 2012

handball

hewhewhew
meh nk cite..
i had fun today wehh..
stayed kt uitm on weekend..mmg worth it...

td lawan handball sempena HAKA...
jyeahhhhh... eventhough tk menang..
tp aku rs untuk funfun memang best wehhh...
lelepak ngan classmate..
sokong sana sini sume..

at first group ktorg stat..at 3pm..
ITT lawan group K..
ehem seri..
then g tgk abang2 kita men futsal lakk...
mmg kalah abeh mati lgsg..hewhew
then lawan lakkk ngan F..
hmm overexcited..menang ! 1-0..
sengit mengit !!
and last lawan ngan group E !
hoyeah hoyeahh
kalah ! kbye !
hmmm tkde la kalah mana.. ngan E dapat 2-0 tapi marks draw ngan dorg..kalah sebab kurg gol..
hmmmm.. masuk 2 ponn sume sebab salah aku KOT ?
 tercedera then membuatkan azura lemah semangat and mas ponn kene foul..
damn wehh but nevermind..
we did our best..
this will be one of my memories tym asasi nihh :)
luka ckitt je ponn aku..nyesal tk dpt main tym akhir.. :(

jyeahhhhh ..
i to the i to the ITT..aummmmmmm !!
me love u guys !!!

hewhew luka saya..
at first bila kene bola rs cm bese jekkk...
sebab ingat muka kene bola cm tkde la teruk sgt sb tk sakitt ponnn..then bukak spek and zimah ponnn dtg kt aku smbil jerit darah darah...aku cm arghhh takotnya ! darah and terus jerit sakit2 ! bongok pdhl tk skit ponn -.- k then ofcoz kene kuar court ! tym tu mmg ternanges dohhh kt dpn org ramai sume sb tk dpt main!! arghh !! arghhh !! tp nevermind la... sume da berlalu..

terasa samseng lakk ada parut2 luka2 sume nihh..hewhewhew...

Friday, January 27, 2012

siblings

apa perasaan kau bila kau merengek-rengek homesick,rndu sangat2 kt rumah kau tp bila kau dah dapat balik rumah, kau rasa macam kau sorg jekk yg wujud dalam rumah tu ? oh mungkin kau rasa ada org dlm rumah tu tp perasaannya mcm  kau duduk dengan strangers ? penah rasa tak ?

ini first tym wehh..
first tym aku rasa tknk balik rumah tym weekend..
nasib baik ada HAKA minggu nie so leh stay sini tym weekend and dapat mintak extra duit..
hewhew...

rasa sedih rasa hina rasa menyesal..
as we're growing..we're getting apart..
apa silap tk tau nk kata apa..

kalau dulu aku bangga..
aku bangga bila aku cite kt kawan2 aku slalu kuar sana sini ngan dorg..
tp skang mcm rasa gila malu..

bila naneem cite pasal siblings dia sume..
tk dapat tipu diri.. memang jeles gilo !
dia ckp maybe sebab faktor duduk asrama..
aku tk caya sebab eventho dorg sume duk asrama,
kami rapat !!
rapat ?
daaaaaaa.. tu dulu je kottt..

sentap la sial ngan dorg !
tp sapelah aku nihhh..
aku sedih ke sentap ke tension ke even gembira ponnn..
tkde sape pedulik wehhh....
no joke...

tkpe..
as long as aku hidup dalam dunia nie.
aku harap dorg bahagia dengan apa yg dorg dah decide..
i mean decide 'not to talk to each other...' i mean ur own sisters...
jyeahhhhhhhh...

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

well

ur not bad..
ur not bad as a sweet talker..
but never mind i'll just follow the flow..
flow that has been planned for me..

I DON'T NEED PERFECT PERSON
TO MAKE MY LIFE PERFECT..

Sunday, January 22, 2012

:)

i am feeling sick now..
feeling sick of everyone around me..
PMS ? don't blame PMS..
oh maybe sebab ayah refused to talk to me because of her ?
hmmm MAYBE ! -.-

ok lets move on..
today went to KLCC to celebrate dibah's bday..
actual plan was 'mengkekah' rm200 voucher that government gave us. thank you government !
hewhew i spent rm150 only..
i bought a psyhco book, pen, highlighter, and a japan dictionary that cost me rm94.90. XD me likeyy!!

then we went to snap pictures at the klcc garden..
wehhh memang kt kL tu byk gila bangla,indon eh?
sumpah aku rasa hina wehh..
tp romantic scene antara aku dan dibahh telah mengelapkan mereka disekeliling kami! XD

ehem
Happy Birthdayyyy Dibah !
dah tk tau kali keberapa aku ucap weh..hewhew suweeet kan aku ? :D

Saturday, January 21, 2012

i wish

people say that is okay to have dream even if it is kinda impossible for us to grant it..
but..

ISNT THIS COOL !!!

that's so me

.

Saturday, January 14, 2012

apa aku nie SEBENARNYA

haha title nak mcm tajuk lagu Yuna jekk...
bila cakap pasal Yuna mesti teringat kt makcik dia yg aku jumpa dalam bas tu..
bila teringat bas tu mesti teringat Nas..
bila teringat Nas mesti terfikir bila agaknya nk jumpa dia lagik??
sdeyyhhhhh...hewhewhew..

ok dah dah dahhh..

pernah dengar tak.. 'Pisang berbuah dua kali' ?

wakkaka tkde kene mengena langsung ngan gambar tuh (?)
nasib baik aku google PISANG tk jumpa benda yg pelik2..
hewhewhew nak cakap pasal... recently banyak dapat Good News drpd Bad News..
hmmm random said.. happy kan bila dpt tahu bende yg boleh buat kita happpy?
tp haritu pon jd cmtu. then the next day jd bende buruk pulakkk..
sebab tu aku TAKNAK pisang berbuah dua kali..
miintakk maaaf la kat sapa2 yg aku ignore <---- tukg bg Good News...

ohh btw tadi usha or stalk or whatever tweet XXX...
then guess what i found ??
dia panggil aku Lawyer Angel?
tefakkkk i dont even want to be a lawyer...THAT'S THE PROBLEM !!
ahaks ahaks...
gelak besar gila wehhhh bila stalk tuit dia yg lama2 tuhh..
terasa diriku seperti ------- > sila refer gmbr berikutnya


marilahhh mari saya seorang Lawyer Angel yg inginnnn bawa kamu kesyurga..kejalann keadilann #kbye
haaa kan da kene delete..sape suruh buat perangaii!! hewhewhew

Sunday, January 8, 2012

so why

stupid people ONLY deserves for stupid people..
oh why am i talking like a stupid people ??
ohhh wait again..
why am i speaking when i know that i am a pure malay ?
people will make jokes of ur stupid grammar mistakes (!)
oh why?

and

why cant i enjoy my life ?
i mean woke up in the morning and no thinking at all about tests, assigments and so on..
why?

Saturday, January 7, 2012

take me higher

counting days..
hoho guess what?
lagi 3 bulann dohh asasi nak abeh dahh..
time flies very fast..
tak tau sedih ke gembira ke..
lepas nie tk tau U mana plak aku nk redah..
haha the time will come Insyaallah..
no more play around dis semester pleaseeeee ?

Thursday, January 5, 2012

Return If Possible #RIP

i wish i was stronger..
NOPE !
im strong enough to face everything that will ever happens in my current/future life..
erk... my heart skipped a beat when it come to my future..
i feel like dying.. i am now doing things that i dont like.. say what?
but i told my bapak bout what i am goin to do the next and he's agreed with me..
good news btw..

thats a sigh when it comes about life..

whats about love ?

i hate confession ! i mean LOVE confession .. i mean NOW i realised one more fact about me..so so so dont do that to me please ?

Sunday, January 1, 2012

:)

welcome home 2012..
almost 9teen years old..
gettin older year by year...
new resolution(S) ?
i dont have one
but i hope
i can change into a better person than i am
whatever it is..
i loved 2011 because 2011 gave me too much bittersweeeeeeet memories..
:D